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Dreams of the PastI choke on the pastthat visits me in my dreams.The nightmaresthey continue to plague me.Never will I leave my childhood behindI will never be able to fix those that I hurtnor will I be able to fixthe mistakes that I made.Can I take it backwill I ever learn?I find that I keep making the same mistakesover and over and over againeven though I say,never never again.I find myself choking on the mistakesand the dreams of my past.
Memories of a ChildhoodTo think that I once knew you,it's a rather strange thought.I used to find some place in my heartwhere I thought I hated youbecause you were the it girlthe one everyone was friends withand you're still popular of course,I expect nothing less.You once told meyou could see me as presidentand you wanted to drive my car.Do you remember saying thatbecause I have a feeling you don'tbecause I'm insignificant and even more so now.Now the remnants of those long ago feelingsthey still hold onto my thoughtseven though I've grown up and olderand realize that these thoughts are pettyand you're really actually a good personat least to the public eye.But you're not the only one I find thatthinking on you is strange.There's this boyI used to have a crush onas well as his brother.Both were great people and always sweet.Now I see their faces and just thinkI once lived down the road from youand we went to elementary school together.How did this quiet sweet kidgrow up to be s
Wishing You WellI find myself twisting in jealousy.Who is this other ladywho takes up more time then I do now.Have you forgotten melittle 'ole me sitting here in collegewondering what you're doing with life.I miss you and it's only been a few dayssince we last talked.And it's got me to wonderingwhat would I ever do if you were to get a lady friend.I know I said I'd be happy but I wonder..I wonder if I'd cryI wonder if I'd scream.I wonder if I'd find myself in a bed alonebecause I lost something that I didn't realizewas so amazing.But perhaps this is only jealousy talkingyou know how that emotion goesespecially with me.I guess I can choke on my wordsas I say I wish you the bestbecause I love youand I do wish you only the best.
Forever and EverLove for me is so many thingsHolding hands while sleepingjumping on trampolines when the sun is settingcomplete nirvana sitting together playing games.Showering together and acting like childrenby playing with foam and spitting water like children.Love for me isaccepting the imperfections and flawsand finding that to make them more special.Love is understanding that life isn't always perfecthurtful things can and will be said but they aren't always meant.Love is being okay with being apart and not having to find someone elsebecause all you wanted is in the person waiting at home.Love is sharing in the small things and being happy with little.Love ishappinessnirvanapeaceprotectiontrustcommunicationhopeplayfulnesslaughterimperfectionacceptanceunderstanding.Love is forever and ever.
Falling A BitI find myself in love once again.I know I swore back then"never again, no never again"I say that each and every timeand each and every timeI fall harder and harder.This time,I think I crash landedmy hands weren't exactly ready.I wasn't expecting to falllike all the other times where it was a slowmatrix like motion.No this came with little or no warningthought it wouldn't happen at all.But the thing isit's okay.He fell with me.
A Fire In the SkyThe sky was on fire, or so thought Lily. At six, she didn't know any better. She thought that the sun set the trees on fire, and the blues and purples from the sunset were from when the firemen put the fire out. That's why it got so dark. The water flooded the sky and made it black, and when it wasn't completely black it was because the lights from the near by cities were reflecting onto the water in the sky. The stars, the stars were Lily's favorite thin in the sky. She loved how tiny they were and how small they were , just like her. Every night before bed, she'd ask her mother to watch the fire in the sky, and then she'd fall asleep to counting the stars in the sky. When she woke up, she'd eagerly await the fire in the sky's again. Every day the fire in the sky was her way of knowing it was time to sleep.As Lily grew up she started to stop that tradition, but the time she was thirteen she no longer wanted to watch the fire in the sky. She thought it was beautiful of course, but she
Free Plushie Patterns OnlineHere's a collection of links to sites outside of DeviantArt where you can find free plushie patterns. There are well over two hundred choices, so you're sure to find something you like.Remember, if you can't find exactly what you're looking for, try adapting one of the patterns. For example, a tiger can easily be turned into a lion, an elephant into a wooly mammoth, an elf into a goblin, or combine the upper half of a mermaid with the lower half of a pony to get a centaur.BEARSNight Garden Studios Jointed and Rag BearsBaby Bows BearScrappy BearSupriseDIY BearHug Me (EMS Bear