HelloI have a body that I suppose some admirebut I feel like it's not perfectbut I'm coming to appreciate it more.I have a smile that makes others smileand eyes that others are jealous ofdue to their unique blueness.I am a nerd of some sortsI play DnD and Magic: the gatheringI read books and do other nerdy things.Some say that I am smartI claim to be dumbbut I suppose I'm smart enough to pass in life.Some have called me perfectbut I know I'm far from itI have tantrums and sometimes don't act my age.I love a lot of thingsincluding but not limited togood books, good cooking, certain people, and the outdoors.I believe in God but maybe not your God.I believe that there is a higher beingbut not in Jesus (he was a great man who is a wonderful role model)I believe that people can change but maybe not the way you thinkand everything happens for a reasonwhether it be fate or cause and effect.I have lived on earth for eighteen yearsand thought I would never see past sixteeny
Mentos and CokeI find words tickling my tongue lately.They bounce around on the tipand on the back and I'm choking on some'cause I can't say all I feel.Then there's those words in my headthat I can't get down or feel that I can share.Or there's the other words where I want to write themquickly but I have neither paper and pennor computer and keypad to write it all down.So I wait and stew and forget my thoughtsbut when I sit downthose words that are dancing around on my tonguethey pour out.They pour out quickly like the rushing water in a fall.I want to tell everyone about the love I'm feelingeven though I know the older people have felt it beforeagain and again and may scoff at my feelings and say,"it's only temporary, things will change" and I don't want to hear thatso I keep to myself all the love I feel and I bask in iton my own time.But right nowthose words are dancing around like pop rocks in my mouthand I just need to get something out.Otherwise I fear I may burst like a
The BeastI feel this unquenchable yearningto just get in a car and drive away.I have my things packedall I'd have to do is carrying it downall those stairsand then put them in theb i g v a nand thenI could go....
From Here To ThereHave you ever fallen in love with someoneor something so muchthat you felt like you had lived itin a past life or something?Have you felt that deep in your bonesyou were meant to be with that personor in that area?I found this placeI think I dreamed of it before.I felt like I just belonged therethat the landthe skythe earth, clouds,rainthundereverything was calling to me.It was asking me to staybut I had to deny the urge.I felt like I wanted to grow old thereeven though I am youngand know nothing of the world yet.I felt like it was going to be my homeand that every where I lived beforewas not where I belonged.Maybe I did live there in a past lifemaybe the land did call to memaybe I will live there until I get old.But until thenI linger here in a transcendental placewaiting to go from one place to anotherand I can't wait until that happens.
Free Plushie Patterns OnlineHere's a collection of links to sites outside of DeviantArt where you can find free plushie patterns. There are well over two hundred choices, so you're sure to find something you like.Remember, if you can't find exactly what you're looking for, try adapting one of the patterns. For example, a tiger can easily be turned into a lion, an elephant into a wooly mammoth, an elf into a goblin, or combine the upper half of a mermaid with the lower half of a pony to get a centaur.BEARSNight Garden Studios Jointed and Rag BearsBaby Bows BearScrappy BearSupriseDIY BearHug Me (EMS Bear)