Untitled 204I don't remember writing you a love poem,and you my dear,deserve hundreds upon hundreds.You should be greeted every morningwith whispers and sighs of how I love youand to the degree.I suppose though,that with those whispers and sighssounds of pleasure and that of laughterI tell you how much I love you.When I smile into your eyesand willingly make myself open to youI suppose that is showing love as well.Kissing you with the lips that are tryingtrying so desperately to learn a language you love.As I say "Please," and "kiss me" over and overuntil you teach me new wordsto repeat and get hugs and smiles of happiness from you.Regardless of how much I try and show you I love youI feel that my words cannot suffice.It'd take every romance novel and movieevery love song and then some more to show you the love I feel.I've always disbelieved in the idea of soul mates.Butwhen you think the same thingagree too easilyagain and again.That's a soul mate.Someone who is the sa
Untitled 23I've written at least half a dozenpoems describing the little things.Your keys and the way you walk.Your hair and the way you drive.The things we didlike cuddling real closeand being very cute.But here's another,because we aren't close right now.You're sleeping in your bed made for one,and I'm sleeping in a bed made for two.So I'm writing a poemto poke at loneliness and tell him to go awayhe's not welcomed tonight.And it's a poem to tell youin words you'll never seethat it's been a long timeand nothings changed.If the past years were erasedand I saw your faceI'd do the same thing.I'd come up to you and say something.I'd get your number I'd ask to see you again.And maybe we'd still come the mutual agreement,because that's what it was.Maybe this time thoughit'd be more of a forever thingand loneliness would never be either of oursbedfellow again.
Untitled 21Once I wrote poems about how I feel todayand that was a few years ago.They were about how I missed your facethe feel of you next to me.How I felt that we were good for each otherbut we were never going to be together.I wrote about how I missed youand the little things you did.I find myself relating to those poems.You still put your keys hooked to your pocket.Your wallet and phone,they go in the same pocket they did three years ago.The way you walk and the way you talk,it hasn't changed much since then.It had been a year and a half since I saw you last,and it wasn't on good terms.But the minute I was around youI fell back in the same patternsthat I fell back into the last time.I knew what not to do,I remembered what you liked and didn't.We still slept the same togetherfelt the same together.We could sit in comfort,and I could be around you and not feel awkwardor always wonder what my limitations were.It was like we never broke up.We've been together the whole
Untitled 20I thought about ithow you would be if you had a child.I could imagine mebeing in a hospital beddrenched with sweat from laborand you holding our baby girl.A child that we had worked to create.You smiled,your whole world would be wrapped around her;taking care of hercreating the best world for her.But that image quickly changedbecause I know there's always the possibilitythat it won't be how I pictured.You'll end up with a girl,a lady,who's better than me in all the ways that I wish I could be.But I still see youin a hospital roomholding a baby in your arms and smilingbecause that is the most precious thing to you.And that's okay,because it means you're happy withsomeone that isn't me.But you're happy,and that's the best part of it all.
Untitled 19Today I found a paperI said I wanted to marry you,a boy I barely knew.It's been five years since thenand I've gone through three other boysand I thought maybemaybe I'd marry each onewith varying degrees of seriousness.Now I'm here today,no boyor girl for that matter.I see no plans to marry anyone.I see no plans to even date anyone,because when you think you found someonewell,it can be exciting and thrilling.But sometimes time changes thatand you didn't find the person that'd stay with youfor ever and ever,but you did find someone that changed you,and maybe that's all it's about;constant changes.I'm okay with this,the whole looking back at how sillywe wereI was.It reminds me that things do changeand maybe once again I'll feel that way.Maybe I will find someone who truly is"the love of my life,the person I want to marry."
Untitled 18And you sirare the darknessthe secrets I wish I could hide.You know all.And I cannot hide a thing from you.You are everything I could wish for,and then some.But can I have you,that is the mystery.I think not,but perhaps fate has a way to change things,and just maybe,just maybe,you will be mine some day.With your dark ways,and your humorthat cheers me so.The way you listen,the way you were aroundwhen no one else was.Just maybe,just maybe,you'll be the one I'm looking for,but,in all realnessyou'll find someone better than me.And you'll be the one I'm looking for,but I won't be be the one you're looking for.And it'll end at that.We won't go any further.And I'll cry out in misery,but you'll cry out in gladness,finally content with what you have.And I'll be stuck,as usual,wondering what could have been.
untitled 17I love you.I wish the daylight to enfolded you once more,and perhaps a thousand times more.Because, you are the sunshine in my life,the reason why I smilewhen I am down so low that I think,perhaps,just perhaps,I will never smile again.But you surprise me.So.Pleaserise once morewith that smile of yours,the warmth of yours,everything you are,makes me happy,and makes me become the person I am.
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