AdaMy hope was fading, like the paint on the outside of my bedroom windows. It was chipping and cracked from when I decided that I was going to rebel and paint it a lime green to add color to the dark brown wood that made up my family's house. That was eight years ago, when I was eight and my favorite color was lime green.Over the years I watched the solid green border on my windows go from solid, to slightly chipped and faded, to half way there, to almost completely chipped and faded. I always thought to re-paint it, maybe a new color, but I just never got around to it.My hope was just like the paint on the window. It went from bright and cheerful, to sorta bright and cheerful, to almost no hope at all. I guess you could say, I was becoming hopeless. Hopeless on so many things. The definition of hopeless as said from my favorite site dictionary.com; providing no hope; beyond optimism or hope; desperate. I think that about sums up my view on life. There is no hope for humanity and peopl
Handful Of EmotionsThis anger,it burns me.This hate,scars me.This happiness,eludes me.This jealousy,hurts me.This bitterness,kills me completely.This joy,escapes me.This strangeness,it confuses me.This missing part of me,destroys me.
Break Out, Break AwayBreak out of this new box,and go to the comforting old one.I'll live there in peace.Break out.Break away from the society standards.Break away from the expectations,you once knew.Break away from those feelings,that you know are killing you.I'll push everything down,put them in the machine,and turn them into demons,that will work for me.Break away from the society standards.Break away from the expectations,you once knew.Break away from those feelings,that you know are killing you.And never again shall I hope again,and never again shall I see the peace.Never again.Will I dare to dream of good dreams.Break away from the society standards.Break away from the expectations,you once knew.Break away from those feelings,that you know are killing you.My final good bye,will be written on a paper,hidden in the pages of a book.Because those pages will comfort me always,through the latest trials of life.Break away from the society standards.Break away from the expect